The Waiting Game

Everything feels like it’s taking forever to fall into place. I finally got offered a position, which I accepted, after job hunting for the past half year. But because it’s a job that is associated with a military branch, I have to go through a more intensive background check. So I have to wait before I have my first day on the job.

I’m trying to fill my time before having my first day with planning out how my routine will be once I start working. I rejoined a gym and got a personal trainer. Figured since I will start to have a regular income again that I could pay for these things. But it is a lazy Sunday, so I have to wait for Monday to start consulting with my trainer and get a workout and nutrition plan going.

And the reason for going back to the gym is so that I can get back on track to becoming healthy, to lose weight and achieve healthier habits… in time for my wedding.

…Which is a whole nother thing that I’m waiting for. I’ve been planning everything for the last few months and we’re not set to have the big day until October this year.

But I feel like I can’t set some of my plans in motion because I’ve been waiting for my mom to come back from the mother land to show her all that I’ve come up with.

I’ve also been house hunting, in the hopes that by the time the big day comes, my fiancé and I will finally have a place to call our own.

There are too many things I want to have happened already, and all I can do is sit and wait.

Here’s to hoping I can stay sane.